Rest, I need you too
What can I say? Yesterday was one of my worst day of the week. Actually, this week is my worst week in DLSU… ever. I didn’t attend my whole class again like the other day; I only attended my Departamental Exam for DASALGO.
When I woke up, I was feeling a bit bad. Headache was there, though sometimes it comes when I was awaken by my alarm. Annoyed, I clicked on the snooze button to give me 5 more minutes of sleep. Eventually, my mom came in my room, checking how was I doing. She checked my temperature with his hand and said in Filipino, “You need to rest. Do you have any exams today?”
I cleared my throat, coughed a bit and said, “yeah… 6:30-8:30pm. I can’t miss it.”
“Okay, you’ll just attend your exam. Get some rest.”
“mmokay,” was all I could say. Releasing a few more coughs, I went to my bathroom and do my morning duties. Suddenly, a thought came out randomly. “Oh… It’s Wednesday… I wonder if he’ll be online… he still doesn’t have his new laptop though,” I thought, losing a bit of hope seeing him.
As usual, I was so stubborn. I still used my laptop to check who’s online and to review DASALGO. What can you expect? I didn’t got any chance to review the other day. They made me go to bed… well, it was for my own good… As I was saying, I was plurking a bit then my internet connection died on me. I kept on refreshing until my laptop can detect the router.
Then there. My internet came back, YM logged in by itself again and… I squealed. He was online on his mobile. I couldn’t help but to double click his name and IMed him. Somehow, my sickness left me for that moment. I felt joy and comfort while we were talking. It was short, but it didn’t matter to me. I missed that guy. I miss every moment we do together. Though when he stopped replying, I suddenly missed him. I began to wonder what he’s doing… Did he got caught? Did he had a fight with his mom again? Or maybe he’s just doing his homeworks?
I was paranoid again. I shook my head, reminding myself that he’ll be fine and recalled that he doesn’t want me to worry to much. So I decided to review my DASALGO. Gwenie, my friend, was also online that time. Wondering how she is and talking about random things. She also sent me blog links. I couldn’t help but read them at the same time.
Time reached at 11am. I was somehow getting bored, then suddenly I couldn’t help but spaz. He was actually on YM. We started to chat again. He apologize to me that he fell asleep. I find him so sweet to think of me when he woke up. A part of me wants to snuggle him and hug him so much. I find it so cute, I can’t really explain why but there. We were having some sweet moments again.
Before we said our goodbyes, he confirmed to me that he’s finally going to get his new laptop on the 23rd. I’m getting excited about it. At the same time, he also wished that I’ll get well soon. Then he signed off to do his howeworks. My sickness came back, unexpectedly, but it was lessened.
Moving on to my DASALGO exam, have I mention that it was like hell? Other than me getting stuck in a traffic, I felt like I might get a passing grade only… or maybe even lower… It gave me a headache and I felt so sick again. I really, really want to sleep on the spot, but sadly I can’t.
Why is my sickness so evil to me? …Rest, please come here more often. I badly need you too.
optimistic